Black bean tea...as black as my week...
Today, she's feeling extremely happy with her results, she is proudly the upper 30% of the class and is considered to be the smart one in her class.
or not...
yea, I am not doing that well here, the above mentioned didn't happen and the opposite does happen. Really am feeling very depressed here. This is definitely not happening. Maybe what they said is true, past performance does not mean everything or anything...Well, I just can't believe that all this is happening.
I am really wondering what am I doing here? I should have taken up the scholarship for my MSc than a MBA, I really am not cut up to speak or participate actively in class, it has been a depressing week here...maybe I should not try so hard so that I feel better when I get bad results, at least no effort is wasted here.
Damn, why I have to worry about speaking up in class everyday? This is so ridiculous... why am I being so pessimist all the time, I want to share happy news very much here but it seems impossible to do that...and I wonder why...
God, can you please shows me a way to do this, I really need some enlightenment and help...human being are really selfish, we always hope for things to go our way...only the lucky one get what they wish for...
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