Aint's our life a busy bee?It's late at night...it's been a while since I've just sit down quietly at night with beautiful melody and songs playing in the background...feeling that i am completely alone in this world, own it and is in control of it...
Life has been a spiral of to do list nowadays...at work and at home...been busy preparing for my departure to Japan this September, the to-buy-list don't seems to shrink even the date of departure are getting nearer and nearer...
Passion for work has dwindle day by day...going to work is just a mere responsibility, staying back late to do work is just because I have promise to deliver and getting half baked truth/explanation about things at work is begin to be acceptable...Talking to boss just seems like a hard choir to do and my wish to be left alone just seems to grow day by day....
I like the night, the serenity of it...I am a night owl...I can stay late into the wee hours of the morning and happily hit the bed at 7am when the world is just started to get ready for the day...Friday night is the highlight of my week...i look forward to it so badly that every time my heart raced with happiness when Friday morning came...it's a real blessing...
I used to think that I would have given up anything in my life just to work instead of study...and while I am working...I swear that i promise myself that I would have given up anything in this world just to study again...and the 4 years that I have been out of school and in the working world actually bring on the desire to study again, hence the CFA Level 1, Level 2, PKMC, FRM, GMAT, GRE, TOEFL...I have my fare share of bad karma in the result department but most of it I sail through it gracefully enough...
Hoopefully for the next 1 year of study, I would have enough passion burning inside that the thought of wishing to work will cease to exist...God bless....
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