Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Letter to my friend

Hi girl,
How's life? When you guys going to Singapore?
My final exam will end at 19Dec08, now still have 2 projects to complete...am feeling a bit tired and out of steam to complete it.
Argh...tired...just wish we can have more rest here, hate the competition in class. We are suppose to have fun learning...not stress right.
Today, one of the visiting professor ask us this normal but a questions that I have not been thinking about for sometime...and he asks us to answer in 5 second time.
1. What is your goal in life?
2. What is love?
Seriously, can anyone answer them seriously in 5 sec?
I am wondering about the questions why people are always not satisfied with what they have again.
Why the grass seems always to be greener on the other side?
How can we appreciate what we have more here and now?
Why do we always have to look forward to the future in anticipation?
Why do we always have to look backward for remisniscence of good time, good memories?
You must think I am crazy if I tell you I miss the time working...yea..the job and work we always complain about.
I miss the freedom felt after work, I miss the time we hang out and have dinner, soup or movie after work, complaining about our job and work.
Miss the time we go shopping during weekend...somehow, studying is a complete defferent thing, you gotta watch yourself even after school or during weekend...
It's been only 2 months, but I already felt so tired...maybe I am getting old and the zeal to become better or more successful is diminishing...it's scary sometimes...
Wish everything is allright at your side. You planning to visit Japan or US (since HT is going) next year?
I've decided to take 1 month off from school next spring break (March08), not sure yet if I want to do field study or research yet, but at this moment, I'm thinking of taking that break to travel.
If you have plan to go to US, maybe we can go together.
Take care girl. Merry Chrismas ya. Can't believe that year 2008 is coming to an end soon.
Jesus, time flies...
Regards,
xoxo

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