Choices...

Everyday of our life is a choice...when we say we don't have a choice, actually we do...it's a choice we make to lie to ourself and console ourself that we actually don't have a choice while we can just admit that, either push or pull factor, we did make a conscious or unconscious choice...

We are who we choose to be...some people have shitty childhood and are still shitty now, because of what they choose to be...some grow up to be a shining star at their own field of specialization...

At work, when we don't feel like going to work, we choose the thoughts and the attitude/action or non-action come with it...considering when we go to work for the first day, it was all +ve energy, rearing to go attitude, so what happened now? Yes, we have gotten a hang of things being done, we are maybe a little expert in what we do, but if we choose to live everyday like the first day, the boredom and -ve attitude should not exist...

We choose to be single, intentionally or non-intentionally, consciously or unconsciously. The way our partner are is the choice we make, the way we react to them.

The relationship with our family is what we choose to be...I was mad at mum today...coz she calls me up at a bad time, but I could have choose a better way to handle it, instead of me feeling bad and hurting her emotionally, I choose to end it with an apology sms.

How 'successful or not we are, are the choices that we make everyday...or the way we react to the choices/opportunity that came...It's funny that whenever we let our emotion run, we are no better than an animal and words like "I have no choice, she make me do it" "She's a bitch, that's why I kill her" "I should have..."Human are different from animal as we are supposed to be able to think things through and make the choices on how we should react and control our emotion instead of the other way round...

Today, when I reached home early from work, I make the choices of eating nasi kerabu with sambal kerang and egg...which I have promise myself not to eat nasi after lunch...so i can't blame anyone else but me as this is the choices I make. I have myself to be accounted for when I watch the Dark Knight over the internet instead of preparing for my exam and I make the choice to blog about this while it's way pass my bed time...

Internet is such a powerfull thing...I wish I will have a better control of myself when I go back to study again...as from the way things are...I am regressing far more faster than what I hope I will not.